Yes Indeed!

Oh why people are questioning me that. Some are really looked at me straight to my eyes. Questioning the truth. They say are you?. I say of course I am. Now they don't believe me and challenge me as well.

But tell them this way: "I could be like them in a minute, but they can't be like me for years."

These people are my friends actually, old and new. I explained to them...I will and always will offer myself to the man whom I only love and loves me the same way.

Let's say yung alam ko na tatagal kami, but I always look for FOREVER. Looking for the person who appreciates me, no matter what differences we have. It could be religion, belief, status, virgin or not or age maybe. For me those things doesn't matter at all as long as we have trust and faith in each other.

I can't deny the fact that I sometimes feel jealous seeing a couple, or hearing love relationships from my friends. How I wish I could also share one of mine. So just being quiet and learning from their thoughts.


But the fact is, I don't know what to do. I of course have a crush now, and I just don't know how it should be going or let say should I really have a crush on him? (Sighs) My God!, I'm sorry.

There's still a lot of things I need to consider first. Prioritize my family and not for myself first. Once I can see that they're OK, my siblings all finished college, a strong house foundation, a lot for my garden and so on...that's the time I look forward for myself to be in a relationship. So ngayon, Crush Crush muna.


Until those things will be accomplished, I am ready for everything.

I'll wait for the right man at the right time. It's hard, just wait and prove them your worthy to be loved.